Falling And Failing

I told myself, you've got to shake this jealous thing

It's the last thing you need

I told myself, just drop this anti-trust act

It is so self-defeating... and not worth repeating

And I watched your whisper of a secret turn into a mountain of a lie

There was always someone waiting in the wings

We were something that I am not

I am falling, I am failing

Sometimes loss is more than gain

I am falling, I am failing

This kidding you is killing me

Don't hold it to coincidence that our paths don't cross anymore

I am drowning in an ocean of thoughts and I can't spill out a single word

These days the best I can do is a simple smile across crowded rooms

You always said you could never take him back

I didn't think that never could come so soon

I took you out on everyone

I am falling, I am failing

Sometimes loss outweighs gain

I am falling, I am failing

This kidding you is killing me