Start Again

I'm perfectly broken,

In a million pieces I lie,

Shattered by your words unspoken

While you walk on the eggshells of my ruined life,

I'll be just getting by,

Let's start this all over again,

Tear up the script and hand me the pen,

Let's rewrite this all over again,

Let me cross out all the words I never meant,

I try but it hurts,

I try to find the words I used to say to you,

I'm waiting here in the sunrise,

Hoping you'll appear,

Just like the dreams I had about you,

How long will it take for you?

The thinking time is running short,

It's been a long time,

I'm struggling to find the right line,

Rushing pain and hurting thoughts,

Run around my body time and time again,

I'll keep whispering,

Eventually one day you will hear me,

I'm standing my ground as it falls below me,

I don't need to speak,

One words all I need,

Before it breaks apart beneath my feet,

Looking at your temper still burning,

I still get the cold shoulder,

It'll never stop the hurting,

It'll never stop the pain.