Up to me

You want to feel loose

You want to feel how I'm abused, I see

You want to get faded

You never want to concentrate on me

I'm too much of an angel

I'm too much of a saint,

Thought I can't be

I'm too much of reject,

You don't expect much from

I want to feel safe

I want to feel like I'm not hated too

I want to get closer

I want to feel the most I'd get from you

I'm too much on the rebound,

I'm too much on the ground,

But you can't be

You're always getting higher,

You don't desire me

So what've I got to prove?

What've I got to lose

When you're not worth fighting for?

And why am I feeling down

While you're out messing around?

You're not worth begging for

Just wanted to stop by

Just wanted to see you one last time

Just wanted to say bye

Just wanted to get you off my mind

Just wanted to fit in

But then I saw you with him

So what've I got to prove?

What've I got to lose

When you're not worth fighting for?

And why am I feeling down

While you're out messing around?

You're not worth begging for

It's up to me, It's up to me

And I'm still falling

It's up to me, It's up to me

And I'm still calling

(It's up to me)

And I'm still hoping

For you to hold me

To let you go

But for all you know

I'm already gone