If We Could Just Pretend

Where did you go

And what did you do

With all that time

You were too scared to move

What is it like to be by yourself

For three and half years

For roughly three and a half years

If we could just pretend that I went to college

And that is why you haven't seen me

I wanted to go, but not for this long

I overdid it

I overdid it

Why did you say that I was one in a million?

Because I believed it

I thought I had something that you were too scared to lose

So if we could just pretend that I went to college

And traveled abroad

And did something different

Anything but just sitting at home

For three and a half years

Writing song after song after song

So what is it like to be by yourself

And feel like you'll die around everyone else

I thought I was one in a million

Well thanks for nothing

Thank you

Thank you