My Heart Goes (Bum Bum Bum)

You said: Take the violin that you hang on your wall

Stick it under your bed before it crumbles and falls

Just don't open your eyes before counting to ten

I can hardly remember, just the smell of your hands

As they danced on my body, running over my pores

With the force of steering wheel crushing my bones

I said: You smell like the devil but you feel like the Lord

And when I think of perfection you know I’m thinking of your

Voice when you tell me you don't call him your baby

Because that was the name that you rightfully gave me

And it's foolish to share with someone else

And my heart goes bum, bum, bum, bum, bum

But you admit that you’re lonely, you’re as cold as a statue

Pleading: Fuck me on the marble that was used to create you

I can't stand that you’re talking when you shouldn’t be living

I didn’t dodge all your bullets I just denied that they hit me

So when my body is bleeding I won't admit that this hurts

Because admitting isn’t fixing, so then what is it worth?

So to say you’re unhappy is like saying you’re sorry

It's nothing that I care to hear

So now the tears in your jeans are the holes in your armor

You’re the thoughts that I feared, you’re the mountain I’ve conquered

If I told you I loved you would you reach out and touch me?

You taste like the ocean and your body’s disgusting

The only reason you breathe is to sleep through the night

The only reason you speak is to tell me I’m fine

The only reason you breathe is to sleep through the night

The only reason you speak is to state that you’re mine

And my heart goes bum, bum, bum, bum, bum