Severe Pain

This is about severe pain

That wrecks my brain

And makes insane..

This is about hemorrhage

Which runs like wax

I feel myself in narrow cage

That everyday my substance locks

I'm here listening to silence

There everything wakes up in violence

And I am falling dispersing by wind

But everything here makes me clean

I'm effusively crying monk

That lost belief in god -

I'm disillusioned!

Absorbed by dark night's glutton

I need some great infusion

Raking the dust tortured by lust

I'm taking out icons of past

I'm hanging them in my new cage

I'm reinforcing hemorrhage!

I'm idolizing dead cruel gods

Explaining them the gist of mud

I put my arms on tumbledown crosses

There withered flowers like a tender dosses

And I confess that I forgot forefathers

My tears like tar on white clean linen

That is remain of their shining…of their dying

And I'm resigning with the thorny path