Someday

I'm all alone in my room

I'm sitting here near the shelf

I see the mirror on the wall

The things I do are not for my health

I live alone with my lies darker than any night

A fear so real I might die from fright

Until... Someday

So I reach for my death, yes it's the ultimate one

The needle shines sharp deep gleam into my skin

I feel the relief, I lose all the pain

And when I open my eyes it comes back right again

I start to scream deep from inside

But all that noise just won't seem to hide the fact that

Someday, someday

So here I sit the bliss lost once again

My mind conjures up images once known as sin

I gather strength to look outside

I see the lives of friends, they run and hide

And now they're gone and what they did

So I pray to no God absolve me of no sin

I see your smile, it warms my soul

Reassuring me it's not our time to go

Until... Someday someday someday

And when I'm far away from you my dear

I miss so much the feelings we share

And I want to hold on to you so tight

Breathe my hot breath down your neck tonight

Hold on so long the feeling is real

Only one thing can replace that deal

I find the thing that makes my life surreal

A cheap replacement

Because sometimes it feels like love

Someday someday someday