Kaleidoscope

Every day you're digging at the cavity

Sinking to the bottom of the pool

The doctor said: Your shame is eating everything

But when you're in love you get so cruel

When you're alone it's all you think about

Pulling little bugs out of your skin

Crack open your skull you are an embryo

And you can eat yourself again

Plastic dripping through the feeding wire

Liquid metals in your blood

Hard to keep sleeping when the room's on fire

They're cutting deeper than they should

Tried to call her from the southbound train

Thought you were headed somewhere new

But you wake up on the floor again

The concrete pouring out of you

Now every night you are a scientist

Stirring up your blood until it's clean

Fill yourself with fantasy and Klonopin

It's why you keep on dying in your dreams

Something's just been fucking with your chemicals

You can see your halo in the mirror

Paralyzed in sleep, you are the alchemist

She's on her back a thousand miles from here

Want to be hunted like an animal

Feel yourself torn between her teeth

Your black eyes bloom in the kaleidoscope

The spinning colours make you weak

Cocaine left holes in the occipital

Your starry eyes are burning out

Dig your grave and lie down quietly

There's nowhere left to go but down