Sayin' Goodbye

verse 1

I get myself dreaming at night

althoug i can't understand these dreams sometimes

believe me it looks like my worst end

my heart pumps really fast i say

i don't feel i can go on

beyond reality and my fake blame

i guess my blood is clotting out

is death close to me right now

I didn't see this coming

and now I'm dead

so this is a goodbye

I hope we meet again

it seems like

i gave it up

and I'm regretting

it calls me up

but I don't get it

shut me up

is the best thing you can do

I'm on a hysteria

for crying out loud

help me out

I'm feeling numb now

get me up

there's nothing I can do

verse 2

something's bursting on my mind

or maybe God's taking it out on me

i threw what's left of me away

perhaps I'm turning into dust

by now i'm gone

I have been displaced

and please don't take me wrong

for my sudden death

should I have enjoyed my life

time goes by like a blink of an eye

I slept my whole damn life away

tell my mom that I miss those days