Defenseless

I just can't face myself alone, alone, alone

I opened the window to let the breeze know

I need to feel at home

But it happened again, her dress, it slid

Down until it kissed the floorboards again

Now she's motionless and naked,

I glimpsed the edge but couldn't take it.

I feel so defenseless, don't think that I wouldn't

No I never meant this, I swear I can mend it

I've got a little bit of courage and a head full

Of smoke, let's see how far I can take this,

I've got to focus now on everything what

Matters the most, let's see how long till I break it

Gain perspective, stand on edges,

(Same mistakes I'll never make)

Gain perspective, stand on edges,

Same mistakes I'll never make again

I found the man I thought I was,

Learned inside a cheap hotel, a borrowed buzz

Couldn't bring myself to feel that rush

Stomach spilled, I still got my guts.

You brought me in with confidence,

Assuming I would cave to hips, and kiss your lips,

My father told me, honest men, can lie again,

And nothings broken you can't fix

I feel so defenseless, don't think that I wouldn't

No I never meant this, I swear I can mend it

I've got a little bit of courage and a head full

Of smoke, let's see how far I can take this,

I've got to focus now on everything what

Matters the most, let's see how long till I break it,

Gain perspective, stand on edges,

(Same mistakes I'll never make)

Gain perspective, stand on edges,

Same mistakes I'll never make again

I fell asleep on the floor again, what did you expect?

Just a point the pin and a mess inside his head

I fell asleep on the floor again, what did you expect?

Just a point the pin and a mess inside his head

Mess inside his head

Well I'm so defenseless, don't think that I wouldn't,

No I never meant this, I swear I can mend this

I've got a little bit of courage and a head full

Of smoke, let's see how far I can take this,

I've got to focus now on everything what

Matters the most, let's see how long till I break it

Gain perspective, you're not true til tested (I'm tested)

Gain perspective, stand on edges.

Same mistakes I'll never make,

Same mistakes I'll never make again