The Tragedy of Delusion

I scream as I fall to Earth, my lungs about to explode

Echoes rebound around the World

My head spins nauseously, my mind feels weak

In darkness I land

Cold feet touch the ground

I walk this wilderness

I am home

I sit by the water's edge

Waiting for her to face to appear

This sadness has almost past, I'm left cold and bitter

Face me one last time, show me how you feel

Come to me one last time, make these dreams real

I come to you, in this dream one last time

To say goodbye my love, I have to go

But if this water was to rise and drag me in

This heart would keep beating for you my love

Would you hold out your hand, would you pull me out?

Would you follow me down here my love?

We'd sink down together

We would be forever

I slam down my fist into the water

My insanity is breaking through, never can I rest

What is remains, but what was meant to be, will never be

This continual cycle of happiness to despair has left me only human

I thought I was stronger, a coward to myself

Stop running, stop running away

It keeps biting, tearing this lost soul

I can't let it be, heal me

Self destructing, self tormenting, beating yourself

I thought I was king, but delusion is all that remains

I stand by the water, I'm thinking of her

Uncertain of the future, I look to her

She is my inspiration for life

Your life forever in my heart

If only things were different, I'd help you

Restore the colour back into your eyes

You're so cold alone, heal yourself

And when the nights grow cold

I'm with you, I'm sorry for the hurt and pain I caused you

Go forth, run free and heal yourself

Spread your wings and fly away from your abyss

I can only thank you

A long dark path lays ahead, but I walk with my head high

I will heal