Better Now

It's been a few days

Nothing's the same, you're a stranger

But in my heart

I know that there's no one that could know you better

Maybe you're right, but I need time

For me to write this chapter on my own

So many fights, so many nights

I couldn't hold my anger

I'd sleep in my car and wonder if I get to see you later

I'm done with the lies, done with the trying

So I guess you're not my problem now

'Cause I just want to hold you close

But I just fucking let you go

Mistakes are irreversible

So I think this might be better now

I don't want to drink tonight

But I need something to disguise

This pain that sits beneath my eyes

And in my mind

I think this might be better now

Better now, I'm better now

Ohh no no

I wish you had faith

But I was faced with an ultimatum

You knew I had dreams

So who were you to tell me to forget them?

And now it all seems

Your world is crashing down

You're blaming me for all that's been done

'Cause I just want to hold you close

But I just fucking let you go

Mistakes are irreversible

So I think this might be better now

I don't want to drink tonight

But I need something to disguise

This pain that sits beneath my eyes

And in my mind

I think this might be better now

Better now, I'm better now

So I guess you were a liar

You said you want it all, want it all

But you didn't have that fire for us

And when the truth comes I'm a danger

And I won't hold you back, hold you back

Now we've lost what still remains of our trust

'Cause I just want to hold you close

But I just fucking let you go

Mistakes are irreversible

So I think this might be better now

I don't want to drink tonight

But I need something to disguise

This pain that sits beneath my eyes

And in my mind

I think this might be better now

Better now, I'm better now

Ohh no

'Cause I just want to hold you close

But I just fucking let you go

Mistakes are irreversible

So I think this might be better now