Ode To Destruction

I've through enough for both of us but I barely said a word

I been back and forth a thousand times hoping not to lose

And I know I should take it slow

But I've never followed suit

And this ache you have it does with me

So this time I'm finally through

But I wish it wasn't true

And so it goes

I may wish I'd disappear

Let the record slow

At the distance grows, it's like I always feared

I never have enough and I never wanted to

But still I think of you

Would you waste some time with me?

Am I a waste of time?

If you're around next year, even for a day

Would show your face?

And lay those eyes on me

Because I'm a sight to see

I've survived so much on my own

You'll bite my tongue

We're deaf to those that tell us truths that we don't wanna hear

So here's to those that wish us well the rest can go to hell

Life's a waste without you and me

I don't wanna be

I don't wanna be this way

You're never gettin rid

You're never gettin rid on me

And so it goes