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Change My Past

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Change My Past

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It never goes away, I'm always looking back

Am I ever gonna change, ever gonna change, change my past?

Feeling a type of way 'bout the past that I run from

Night and day fade to black when I'm undone

I feel lost constantly exhausted, double-crossed

Still haunted by the monster I once was

And when the sun's gone and there's no escape

I feel the darkness take shape and show face

There's no place, I never feel safe

There's no change, hope fades, and I'll never be okay

Never be the same, but I always feel close to

Losing everything, it's almost like I'm supposed to

I chose you, let you in and gave you a home to

Become a part of me, but now I'm looking to ghost you

I hoped you disappear, but you're attached

I painted the mirror, I tried breaking the glass

I see my face in the cracks, a refraction, I'm abstract

Can't run from the past, but I'm keeping my bags packed

It never goes away, I'm always looking back

Am I ever gonna change, ever gonna change, change my past?

I'll never be okay, I'm seconds from collapse

Am I ever gonna change, ever gonna change, change my past?

Gone is the vessel, now there's nothing inside me

And God and the Devil are the voices behind me

But they lie, designing blue skies

While they guide me to a pasture where nobody will find me

Down a road that I'm hoping to steer through

To a home I thought I left in the rearview

To a weird room, nothing to peer through

Doors shut, curtains drawn, nobody can hear you

All this time I've been holding myself hostage

My hands tied and a blindfolded conscience

Brainwashed and overly cautious

I'm talking to myself in the cell that we're locked in

A situation, I'm dying for some relief

Negotiating the terms for my release

I find keys to set myself free, then history repeats

Nothing can save me

It never goes away, I'm always looking back

Am I ever gonna change, ever gonna change, change my past?

I'll never be okay, I'm seconds from collapse

Am I ever gonna change, ever gonna change, change my past?

And I would be nothing without you

And all that you made me

And I would be nothing without you

And how you destroy me

It never goes away, I'm always looking back

Am I ever gonna change, ever gonna change, change my past?

I'll never be okay, I'm seconds from collapse

Am I ever gonna change, ever gonna change, change my past?

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