I'm The Best At Ruining My Life

I've boarded up the windows to keep the morning from intrusion

I've left it on the doorknob, could you please just not disturb

On days like this we find it so hard to push ourselves up and out of bed

When nothing falls in favor of

I have so many things I would like to explain to you

But I don't know just how to communicate

I can't take this body shaking

Dress and we'll begin

Nights can be so violent when beds become vacant

So now I've blown it once again,

this would have been the last offense and

You should have been here months ago with open arms and honest face

Addres full doubt you've ever felt frustration well I'm choking on it now

And it's the hardest thing for me to shake

Is it because of this vacancy that you swear never to believe?

Honestly honest me, with a look that's so deceiving

I'll bite, chew, swallow, and digest the hands that feed me

With a bayonet for a tongue,

Swallow swords inadvertently,

And to the organ flame I'll maintain a close adjacency

I have so many themes; I would love to explain to you

Farewell to all the days you were, within my reach,

and as of right now everything is making perfect sense.