Something Real (feat. Kira Kosarin & Sik World)

They want some real, something to feel

Here go the deal, y'all gotta chill

You all on my neck, you all in my grill

Like this ain't enough

My nigga you suck, go back to the crib

Back to the way that you rap when you struggle so bad

Had a gun to your head on the bridge

But what about you?

How you still ain't changed?

Throwing dirt on my name as soon as I grow

You hate me the most

Wish that I was the same, the same as you are

Down in the dumps

Down on my luck, doubt on myself

Broke as a joke, testing my health

Running thru bottles and dwelling my sorrows

With women around me who fuck me to leave

Crushing these pills doing line after line lace

The joint with the coke while you sippin' codeine

Abusing the people you love 'cause you scared to yourself

And what you might eventually be

You just give up 'cause the failure occurring too much

Let me tell you that's never been me

I hit the bottle with pencils and motival

Visuals the coke of the kid with the stand

I dropped a song and it's the truth

Seems like sometimes you don't care

I keep on going don't worry 'bout

Tainted opinions, the others they ain't there

I keep it real even if It gets different

I spit how I'm living and keep them aware

Know you been trippin', figures

That's why you got me sippin' liquor

Change is callin' but you hung up

On the come up

You throw me shade, I pull the Sun up

And know it's all love

Never been blurry vision

Never been your decision

Change is callin' but you hung up

On the come up

You throw me shade, I pull the Sun up

And know it's all love

Yeah, you want something real, till I say how I feel

It's not my fault when I pour out my thoughts

It puts you all in the feels

Maybe I'm needing to chill, maybe I'm needing a pill

Maybe I'm needing her still, maybe I'm needing a hill

Maybe I'm depending on love, fuck

Dependency kills

I wondering why I am living? When I was inside of the kitchen

Well I sit down gripping that knife, uh

Wondering, thinking 'bout life, uh

I almost made the most selfish decision

Clenching my neck fuck, I wanted to slit it

All of the pain, all the pain I was feeling

I wanted to cut, but thank God that I didn't

And I realized that my life is bigger than me

Got so many people depending on me

My hidden depression was sickening me

But I didn't end it 'cause this isn't me

Nah, this isn't me

I am stronger than I think, I wear my heart on my sleeve

I'm not afraid of exposure, I show my emotion

So when I am flowing they know that it's me

If they had it there right now I would plummet

I wouldn't peak or ever reach the summit

I would feel defeated, leave here with nothing

I would be drunk sipping' Bourbon and clubbin'

I would be sick, feeling pain in my stomach

I would be following them like a puppet

I would've quit my dreams and never done it

Know you been trippin', figures

That's why you got me sippin' liquor

Change is callin' but you hung up

On the come up

You throw me shade, I pull the Sun up

And know it's all love

Never been blurry vision

Never been your decision

Change is callin' but you hung up

On the come up

You throw me shade, I pull the Sun up

And know it's all love