Just Believe

[Verse 1:]

Smokin' on the loudest out

Tryna see through a cloud of doubt

Goin' till a pound is out

We all got problems too proud to pout

More than '99, I ain't about to count

Takin' long walks when I'm out and about

Dreaming 10 mil just to round amount

Used to look for direction, till I found a route

Wonder how the charts feel

Paranoia thoughts stay dark, still

Everyday I'm here I try to write songs

Cause I know the beat'll longer than my heart will

Yeah, tryna see every state

No white lighters, hope I see 28

You can tell my girl i'mma be runnin' late

Can't tell how much longer she's gonna wait

A real good girl with a dirt bag guy

She could probably do better than me

Like a rich-ass lawyer with a house and car

Who takes care of her and never leaves

Man, shit I try my best

Nobody here for me to try and impress

I'd rather chase a dream

Than be content to sit behind a desk

I used to live with the highest stress

But fuck it, I digress

Just believe

[Verse 2:]

Lately I've been losing sleep

Stressed, sorry if my mood is deep

No one to talk to, I use the beat

A couple bad habits that I choose to keep

My intake of booze is steep

Pop a couple of pills that I use to sleep

I think I took a few this week

I'm trying to adjust to the hugest leap

I'm living off this music, here

But I'm afraid of failing

That's the truth, sincere

My anxiety is getting too severe

But I ain't giving up, there's no excuses here

Dying young might be my truest fear

But now my future's bright and my view is clear

Told her I'mma get it, I'mma do it, dear

There's no way in hell I could lose this year

I worked 10 years 'fore it ever paid off

You don't know what I had to trade off

I shed tears when my moms got laid off

Life's never fair, it never plays soft

I'mma go get it, I'mma do it for my folks

Every day I'm out, man I always do the most

You would do the same shit if you was on the ropes

Shit gets realer when you zooming up close

Just believe