Still (feat. Ashley Rose)

Yeah, yeah

I took some time off, it's time I start rappin' again

Don't wanna end up a: Damn what happened to him?

See my anxiety is kickin' in, I'm askin' a friend

Am I losin' it? He said: No and don't ask me again

I was broke two years ago, was I happier then?

Dreamin' 'bout the spot that right now, I'm actually in

Rushin' to the bank with checks that I'm cashin' to spend

But money can't buy you happiness, and that's just the thing

I know some people though that that could offend

Still strugglin', lookin' at me like: If I only lived as lavish as him

I wouldn't have to have this nine-to-five, yeah I'm alive

But it really ain't about survivin', fuck that, I'm tryna thrive

It's a difference, now take this for instance

I was at the bar the other week, had to wet my beak

This old drunk man next to me, I heard him speak

Talkin' loud like he tryna preach

He took two shots, don't do no chase

Then he said: If you're not living on the edge, you're taking too much space

Thought about it, what you wish for isn't all that it seems

What if I just said, fuck it, never followed my dreams?

Never made me into a role model for all of these teens

My hero asked if we wonder what it all really means

If we'd ever really find our dreams, I'm still chasin' 'em

I still use these drugs, I'm still takin' 'em

I drink bottles in clubs, we still pay for them

I got plenty excuses, I'm still makin' em

I got flaws, I'm human, have faith in 'em

One day I'll find a girl who will wait for 'em

Yeah, guess I'm a constant work-in-progress

Especially with certain topics

As I navigate the road less traveled

Thread the needle, I just hope that I don't come unraveled

Yeah, and will I, will I follow up my last shit with a better one?

Will I go out as a legend when it's said and done?

Will they consider me a special one

Or just another rapper who had came and went?

But fuck it, at least I had a run

Dolo in the studio with candles lit

I close my eyes and imagine it

If you ain't in it, it's hard to fully understand this shit

The way the planet Earth is on my back but I can handle it

It's nothin'

Uh, you'd be surprised

You couldn't walk a mile in these Adidas Slides

Uh, you'd be surprised

If you could see this through my eyes

Uh, yeah

Uh, yeah

Uh, yeah

You gotta keep it together, oh

You gotta keep your head up again

You gotta keep it together, oh

It can only get better, get better

Keep it together, keep it together

Keep it together, just keep it together