God In This Moment

Stained glass windows all around me

Watching as they fall down to their knees

Saying words I am not understanding

But, I know that I should be

Kneeling, praying, asking for forgiveness

Thinking of all the things I've done wrong

Hoping their god is out there somewhere

He's listening now

And all along...

And I'm told

There's a god in this moment

Watching over me

I don't know

Their god in this moment

But I know I'll try to believe...

Ten years, ten lifetimes older now

Watching, waiting, expecting that day

Knowing that I can't hope to imagine

The ways my life will change

Now I'm holding my daughter, she's sleeping

I'm staring down at a face just like mine

Knowing that from now on

Nothing matters as much as this

In my life...

And I know

There's a god in this moment

Watching over me

And I know

My god in this moment

And, I know I'll always believe...

Until the day you took away from me

the only thing that mattered in my life

Can't you see why I am angry with you?

I'm hating you for all you put me through

And, I don't know why inside this silence is deafening

You know I gave up everything for you

I followed you always, all along

God don't let her be gone

I'm lost without you...

But now you're gone and I'm fading

And I, I hurt in all these new ways

Though I'm praying you've gone

to a better place now

I just can't say...

But I hope

There's a god in this moment

Watching over me

I don't know

If there's a god in this moment

But, I know I'll try to believe...

God I hope

You're there in this moment

Watching over me

Can you show

Me you're there in this moment

Something to make me believe...