Last Chance

It's killing me

But I can't stop paying attention

I know it will kill me

I know I need an intervention

And the harder I try, the harder I cry

Thinking about everything that I left behind

The more that I try, the more I realize

Life keeps going, my new world made me blind

And I seem to go always in the opposite direction

I couldn't see through the confusion inside my imagination

I don't know where I've been, I don't know how I got there

But now I know where I'm going, I don't wanna say nowhere

I got lost for a while and had trouble finding my way back

Everyone's changed

I was already intense

I want somebody to help

Where's my last chance?

It's like a poison

Or maybe a cure

I know it's killing me

For sure

Like a poison spreading through me

And now I know everything I was supposed to be

All the friends I should talk to

All the words that I should say

Everything's right and true

But I've been lost in a different way

And I seem to go always in the opposite direction

I couldn't see through the confusion inside my imagination

I don't know where I've been, I don't know how I got there

But now I know where I'm going, I don't wanna say nowhere

I got lost for a while and had trouble finding my way back

Everyone's changed

I was already intense

I need somebody to help

Where's my last chance?

I went nowhere, where do I turn around?

I tried something different

And after all, I'm proud

I don't want be like the others

They're all the same

The boring old story, with the same old end

I am just nostalgic

When I see what I could've been

Then I realize, that I do what works for me

This is my safe place... and I don't wanna leave

Why would I want a last chance...? If I like the way I live?

And I seem to go always in the opposite direction

I like it, I like it, I like it

I don't know where I've been, I don't know how I got there

But the old people from my past, they aren't anywhere

And I don't seem to care

Because I don't, I don't