18

Not so sure if I wanna grow up

We were just running around at the playground

In a fake town, falling in love

Fast forward it's today

Everyone's moving away

I still don't know how to feel inside

Packing up their things

Wondering what the future brings

And tryna hide the fact they're terrified

The thing is we're scared to

Admit that we're not ready to grow up

Were feeling defenseless

Keep thinking we'll never be enough

You don't have to be afraid

We're moving on to brighter days

It seems like everything gets better

At eighteen, but it feels like so much pressure

Wild parties and dumb mistakes

We're all brokenhearted tryna find our way

We're on our own, got nowhere to run to

Eighteen is the beginning of something new

(The beginning of something, oooooh)

(The beginning of something, something new)

It's 3 A.M. and I'm scrolling through

All these pictures of people I used to know

Taking on the world, with the gas to go

Seems like everybody's set

Can't wait for what's ahead

And here I am still lost and confuse

I wish I could go back

Be a kid and just relax

Play pretend instead of being consumed

The thing is we're scared to

Admit that we're not ready to grow up

Were feeling defenseless

But deep down we're all more than enough

You don't have to be afraid

We're moving on to brighter days

It seems like everything gets better

At eighteen, but it feels like so much pressure

Wild parties and dumb mistakes

We're all brokenhearted tryna find our way

We're on our own, got nowhere to run to

Eighteen is the beginning of something new

(The beginning of something, oooooh)

(The beginning of something, something new)

(Yeah, yeah)

We're saying goodbye to those

Days and the memories

We're moving on

Things will change, but you're ready

Eighteen, just eighteen

And I know I'll be okay

I just gotta find my way

We're on our own, yeah

We got nowhere to run to

Eighteen, but the beginning of something new