In Between

I find it really hard to speak what’s on my mind

It never seems to end so well, but yeah I’m fine

Wasn’t always like this but I let too many in

I cast a shadow so it won’t happen again

I filter words so I know just what I might say

I mess around so I don’t fall too deep again

I’m paranoid that everybody is the same

Maybe it’s normal, maybe I’m the one to blame

I’m stuck in between

The person I am and wanna to be

I’m losing myself

Thinking I’m doomed with someone else

I’ll bite my tongue so I don’t have to say a word

Deep down you know that I’m just scared of getting hurt

I’ll look away so I don’t have to feel a thing

Please stay persistent, you know I wanna let you in

You know I wanna let you in

I wanna be free

I want you to know

I’m not trying to let you go

I’m fixing myself

I’m searching for parts

I’m still broken from my past

I’m stuck in between

The person I am and wanna to be

I’m losing myself

Thinking I’m doomed with someone else

I’m stuck in between

The person I am and wanna to be

I’m losing myself

Thinking I’m doomed with someone else

I’m stuck in between

The person I am and wanna to be

I’m losing myself

Thinking I’m doomed with someone else