Reasons To Cry

You made me lose myself again

When I thought it was ok

Everything is just the same

Life is black and days are grey

I am not the only who is close to God

We aren’t brothers with the same blood

So I don’t dream with him because

I know that he is me

Don’t make me lose myself again

(That’s not easy)

Don’t make me cry for any fakes

(There’s no fucking time)

And I was happy for a while

(Came fucking tight)

I ask myself are you by my side

But now I am not that fucking boy

That you met a few years ago anymore

You are, you are fat, you are thin

You are everything that used to be my lord

Did you God forget about me

'Cause I remember everything

Disrespect me for my alien but I was the only one for me

The sorrow is in your face

The fear is your grace

Although I hate you

We are brothers in arms

Don’t make me lose myself again

(That’s not easy)

Don’t make me cry for any fakes

(There’s no fucking time)

And I was happy for a while

(Came fucking tight)

I ask myself are you by my side

So my life is just a lie

We are those good times?

Is there still a chance for me?

So what highway should I take?

If they all go to the same place

My reasons to cry

Facing sorrow is so easy

When you have no joys

Lord I know you are just a pig

Playing with us just like your toys