Disorder

My little story's

growing way too long

i've had to suffer

enough to write this song

and if i get the chance

i'll tell you how it feels

cause in this sick old head

the pain is way to real

so i fall down

i don't know

if i can make it up this time

I know i want to but it gets

harder every time

and if it's easier

to give up everything

i'd give it all to you

to relieve half this pain

cause it's been hard

yeah it's been hard

i sit there at the bar

i wonder what i've done

should i just fuck it all

or should i

go back home

cause if i take that drink

i might as well just die

and if i kill myself

i'd be giving up my try