Darko

Yeah she kinda sounds funny but I like it

I say I love her to myself but then I wipe it

I tell her everything I want to when I type it

To me

Nothing sounds better than her voice in my ear

But she ain’t been around since June of last year

So now nothing sounds better than not being here

And I ain’t mean in this classroom, I mean what they fear

‘Cause I don’t wanna wake up in the morning

And then I don’t wanna get up out of bed

And then I don’t wanna tell myself I'm happy whеn I'm not

And make a smile on my face whеn all the dread

Just keeps on coming to my body for no reason

I think serotonin is a little secret that

The world is keeping from me, all these girls that call me buddy

But then act like it’s all love on certain weekends

Every autumn I don’t wanna be alive

And I can’t tell you why I feel this way inside (oh)

And every day I fear that there will come a time (there will come-)

When I screw up, spend too much time inside (when I screw up, spend too much time in-)

Yeah she kinda sounds funny but I like it

I say I love her to myself but then I wipe it

I tell her everything I want to when I type it

To me (oh)

I wrote a song about a girl and then she ghosts me

All I ever wanted was for her to want to hold me

I keep on feeling lost when I just keep on feeling lonely

To me (yeah, oh)

Yeah, I feel like Donnie Darko

I’ve been wandering in circles

Tryna figure out my life in these chains (in these chains)

‘Cause I ain’t looking for an answer

I'm still looking for a question

That is worthy of a thought in my brain (in my brain)

‘Cause I'm lost, I'm not found

I’ve been coughing up sounds

I'm too sick for these rappers and fools (ugh, ugh, agh)

I'm a wandering soul, I'm a pondering soul

But I'm kicking the dust off my boots

And every autumn I don’t wanna be alive (no, I wanna be six feet down)

And I can’t tell you why I feel this way inside (oh)

And every day I fear that there will come a time

When I screw up, spend too much time inside (when I screw up, spend too much time inside)

Woah

Yeah, oh

Yeah, oh

Woah, oh, ooh

Oh, oh

Every autumn I don't wanna be alive

I'd rather be dead, I'd rather be dead