Camden

I never said it, but I know that I

Can't picture anything past 25

Not like I care to know the time and

Not like I'm looking for that silence

Self diagnosing 'til I'm borderline

I'll do whatever helps to sleep at night

Until I'm feeling like an island

Until I'm strong enough to hide it

What was I thinking looking for a sign?

As if I've ever seen the stars align

Somebody take over the drive and

Somebody notice how I'm trying

Somebody notice how I'm trying

When I'm toeing that line all of the time

Calling it fine, calling it fine

Toeing that line all of the time

Calling it fine, calling it fine

How do you call it when you're in your head?

Like when you really keep inside of it?

I only talk into the mirror

I'm only scared of getting bigger

At least I'll never turn to cigarettes

My brother shielded me from all of that

He said that smoking was a killer

He said he knows that I've been bitter

Maybe I'm waiting for the "go ahead"

The validation that I never get

Most of the game is unfamiliar

Most of the girls are getting thinner

Toeing that line all of the time

Calling it fine, calling it fine

Toeing that line all of the time

Calling it fine, calling it fine

All of me, a wound to close

But I leave the whole thing open

I just wanted you to know

I was never good at coping

All of me, a wound to close

But I leave the whole thing open

I just wanted you to know

I was never good at coping

All of me, a wound to close

But I leave the whole thing open

I just wanted you to know

I was never good at coping

All of me, a wound to close

But I leave the whole thing open

I just wanted you to know

I was never good at coping

I never said it, but I know that I

Can't picture anything past 25

Not like I care to know the time and

Not like I'm looking for that silence

I never said it, but I know that I

I bury baggage 'til it's out of sight

I think it's better if I hide it

I really hope that I survive this