Choking On The Concrete

Sorry I'm not out tonight, my pockets feel like old

I've got nothing I can offer you as I sit here in the cold

And it's a story I've been telling for longer than I know

Where did all my riches go

An inquest I am scared of cause I don't want to know

And I've been walking off my worries

Hoping they won't follow me round and round and round

But they always find me, and I said why won't you leave me alone

Why won't you leave me alone

I'm terrified of answers so I choose just not to ask

Surely everything is easier when you leave it in the past

And I know that I won't be waking almost every single night

Dripping wet with deep regret locked in this sadness fight

And I am falling faster to the ground

Punched at every corner with my arms securely bound

And I am waiting for existence to hold me by the hand

Explain that all's not lost for me and make me understand that I am free

Make me understand that I am free

Make me understand that I am free

Make me understand that I am free

Make me understand

My panic gets the upper hand as it tackles with my breath

And I can see this is no playground fight it's a battle to the death

And I am choking on the concrete with my face pressed to the floor

The bastards won't defeat me, can't you hear me scream for more

And I am falling faster to the ground

Punched at every corner with my arms securely bound

And I am waiting for existence to hold me by the hand

Explain that all's not lost for me and make me understand that I am free

Make me understand that I am free

Make me understand that I am free

Make me understand that I am free

Make me understand