Illusions

When they found you that night

Curled on the floor

With expressionless eyes

On the last skip of awareness

They knew that this time

Some matters moved too far

You were on the other side

Do you hear

Somewhere deep inside

Somebody is calling

Is it your name?

You feel like your soul

Was torned so much

And nobody couldn't save you

Nobody couldn't help

There was no one by your side..

You can see it now

Fragile ideals, destructive success

And never spoken words

I give you freedom

Life is only a pain

Illusion, far agony

And deeply scare loneliness

Now I know it

And I am ready

Show me the way

Whoever you are

I see..

This is a place full of silence

In this place I can't hear my heart's beating

But I can touch the heaven over my head

This is a place filled with oblivion

Without mysteries, without shame

Where the day is never ending

I feel something strange

At the bottom of my soul

When my spirit

Took off from the ground

I saw fields of flowers

I heard that quiet voice

I heard your name

But I can't hear your heart's beating...

Strange women holding your hand

Looking in your face

Open your eyes, show you're alive

Your screaming consumed by pain

A fever devours you from inside

You're burning like a torch at night

Poison.. You have too much of it

That's a gift of new life

Poison.. You have to much of it

Don't you understand that?

You're walking on the street

Your confidence lost you

You are following marked

By emptiness

Between death chances

Position, success

Nonsense which you've called

Happiness

You well know a starvation

Worrying district of helplessness

Where do you go?

Trying to save control

Where do you go?

Disappearing in the rain...