There I Go

Feel my struggle, feel my pain

Feel my plea, this is me

So many years I suffered pain, and some seldom believe what I became

Lame and fed up with fame

The things I value most were deemed worthless, but black and back

And that I seemed nervous, with no purpose

So many years I suffered pain, and some seldom believe what I became

Lame and fed up with fame

The things I value most were deemed worthless, but black and back

And that I seemed nervous, with no purpose

Worth its weight in gold

Penetrate the infrastructure of friend berated

Who waited, evaded 'fore life was confiscated

What made it complicated was, often times

The light reflecting me was dim and faded

Ooh yeah, and still I made it

Oh boy, mama's pearling almond joy

Dodging every blow of Satan's plot employ

A hero, saving lives that you see before you

Fighting that which may destroy you, writing your redemption for you

So, here I go, I brought my frame, the loyal

Future at four, five, I let you tell your kids about who came before you

And, if a moment such as this is true

And this desire change your frame of mind, embrace and pray it touches you

So many years I suffered pain, and some seldom believe what I became

Lame and fed up with fame

The things I value most were deemed worthless, but black and back

And that I seemed nervous, with no purpose

So many years I suffered pain, and some seldom believe what I became

Lame and fed up with fame

The things I value most were deemed worthless, but black and back

And that I seemed nervous, with no purpose

Yo, I never thought I would of got to the point of tired of rocking these joints

'Cause my knees bleed like arteries, clotting my want and ambitions

'Cause my position in this industry steadily, it seems to be

Grudgingly keeping me in opposition of opportunities of reaching the unreachable

Teaching the un-teachable, speaking the unspeakable

The realness in life, in the image that of Christ

And the way I choose to write it in my diary, the irony is tiring

Discussing depression, there's so many lessons I've learned

And my concern is for those who connect with it

But never get the chance to get it, (so I go everywhere I know)

There's pain and there's suffering

The game got me hustling for change, and it's strange

The same issues never get answers or solutions

It's time for revolution in this music, so I choose to keep on spitting this medicine

So many years I suffered pain, and some seldom believe what I became

Lame and fed up with fame

The things I value most were deemed worthless, but black and back

And that I seemed nervous, with no purpose

So many years I suffered pain, and some seldom believe what I became

Lame and fed up with fame

The things I value most were deemed worthless, but black and back

And that I seemed nervous, with no purpose

So many years I suffered pain

I value most were deemed worthless

So many years I suffered pain, and some seldom believe what I became

I value most were deemed worthless, but black and back

And that I seemed nervous

So many years I suffered pain, and some seldom believe what I became

Lame and fed up with fame

The things I value most were deemed worthless, but black and back

And that I seemed nervous, with no purpose

So many years I suffered pain, and some seldom believe what I became

Lame and fed up with fame

The things I value most were deemed worthless, but black and back

And that I seemed nervous, with no purpose