jetlag

Go

She said baby take your time

Have fun out on the road

Life is but a dream but it depends on where you go

I’ve been meeting people that I hardly fucking know

Hardly fucking know

So now I'm singing woah

This is all I ever dreamed about and God it shows

Swimming through this liquor tryna rid of all my woes

Something in my head is telling me to take it slow

Please just take it slow

Please just take it slow

I’ve been tryna pace it

By erasing who I know

Lifting up my spirit

In a pirouette with ghosts

Dancing with the devil

Every time I fucking smoke

But they would never know

Panic sits before me

In a newly painted coat

I just drank too much so baby

Please don’t rock the boat

Fully automatic I go manic in these notes

This is what I wrote

This is what I wrote

She can tell from my eyes that I'm jetlagged

I'm not talking enough I regret that

My coding is fucked but I cracked that

I put my whole life in this backpack

And I'm hoping that I never backtrack

I hope this is forever

My life put together

A mere apparition

Of me doing better

I'm sick of this weather

Debating on whether

I'm writing this letter

For me or for everyone