Ma'am

I've been scared all these years

Of my secrets fall into the wrong hands

But I was screwed, they are good people

They are more than that, they are part of my family

I played hide and seek while I was crying

I made lots of shit and covered them without leaving a trace

I just wanted to live my life my way

Without interference from external factors

Oh, ma'am, my mother, tell me

Why do not you accept me the way I am?

You lived with me for over sixteen years

Oh, ma'am, my mother, forgive me

I know I was a very different son from what I wanted

But I wrote my story the way I wanted it

I made millions of hearts break

My heart has turned to stone again

There was no life inside me

I was just a dry cocoon

I lost everything, I lost my desire, my dream

I asked for forgiveness, in a cautious way

I retraced my steps, I kept going

Each path has an end, we choose

I already chose mine, but I do not know the result

I'm following what my heart says

Oh, ma'am, my mother, tell me

Why do not you accept me the way I am?

You lived with me for over sixteen years

Oh, ma'am, my mother, forgive me

I know I was a very different son from what I wanted

But I wrote my story the way I wanted it

Apologies about apologies

Is that the only thing you can do?

You were for many years my dream

Who disappeared in a matter of seconds

Along with my dignity and reputation

You've been better

I wrote you a letter

I did not believe you when you lied

I held on, but I cried

Oh, ma'am, my mother, tell me

Why do not you accept me the way I am?

You lived with me for over sixteen years

Oh, ma'am, my mother, forgive me

I know I was a very different son from what I wanted

But I wrote my story the way I wanted it

Oh, ma'am, my mother, tell me

Why do not you accept me the way I am?

You lived with me for over sixteen years

Oh, ma'am, my mother, forgive me

I know I was a very different son from what I wanted

But I wrote my story the way I wanted it