Asthma

I don't know how life should

Go on when there's no end

Even if I keep walking

Pass the helping-hand

Fearing where to go and

Knowing my soul can't withstand

Is breaking something in half

Inside my broken self

There might be a way to get out

Yet I didn't find out how

So I'll keep waiting for that door

And though my body starts to rot

And my mind's starting to chop

I'm still believing in the light

I've broken once

And got up again

I've broken twice

It was the same

But despite all that

I'm now reaching my end

Seems like I cannot turn back

I don't know how I should

Go on when there's no end

Even if I keep holding

Out the seeking-hand

Not knowing where to go and

Feelings, my soul can't withstand

Words 're breaking something in half

I see them cut in skin

The blood is dripping down the knife

Why can't you just end your life?

A question, which is repeating

And now their body starts to rot

And their minds 're starting to chop

I lost my belief in the light

I've broken once, and got up again

I've broken thrice

It wasn't the same

It's enough! I reached my limit just right now.

You're seeking for a stop?

Dancing in my head

The shadows fill this body with their shady tears

(And see them running down your cheeks and please your fears)

If you try to run, they'll drag you down and tear you in their filthy sphere

And you ain't going anywhere

(Your life's our game now)

If this is the ending

We're just at the beginning

Watching, not able to do anything

They are sucking out your blood

You're falling to the ground with such a weakly thud

I don't know how I should go on when there's no end

We are eating your heart and break down your defense

Just right now I stopped holding out the seeking-hand

Your blood's running dry

We are so hungry for more!

I've broken

Got up again

But now I give

In to their reign

Yes, that's right you fool

Fucking follow the rules

Parasites 're eating through

Fucking with my head

The shadows fill this body with their shady tears

(And see them sucking out your blood, increase your fears)

If you've tried to run, they dragged you down and tore you in their filthy sphere

And you are staying forever

If this is now ending

We're still at the beginning

Watching, not able to do anything

They are hungry for your soul

They're eating and singing, repeating

Feel the magic poured into your veins

While sipping on the devil's cup

(Sacrificing your (fucking) body and soul)

Feel how your pith's getting crushed until it breaks

Just like an egg cracks up

My life's a game now

La la la

La la la

La la la la la la la

Forced a smile

Cheerily singing, until my asthma has come to end