Loose My Grounding

I don't wanna lose my grounding

So you'll catch me not responding

And I'll press my lips together

So you don't find any answers

I've been by my phone since 6:30

Can't be texting you this early

'Cause I fall too fast

And lose myself

And I want this to last

My friends they see the patterns

I say it's different

But it's only faster

How do I tell them?

I don't wanna lose my grounding

So you'll catch me not responding

And I'll press my lips together

So you don't find any answers

I've been by my phone since 6: 30

Can't be texting you this early

'Cause I fall too fast

And lose myself

And I want this to last

My friends they see the patterns

I say it's different

But it's only faster

How do I tell them

That you're the exception?

Without repeating

Or just second guessing

4 weeks and I know I'm sinking

Yeah, I'm falling

Yeah, I'm deep in

But you're not giving me a reason

Yeah, I'm falling

Yeah, I'm deep in

So I'm thinking that we should end it

Before I go and sabotage it

And we weren't even together

So I don't need any closure

But I've been by my phone since 6: 30

Can't be texting you this early

But I fell too fast

And lost myself

And I just want you back

I don't wanna lose my grounding

So you'll catch me not responding

And I'll press my lips together

So you don't find any answers

I've been by my phone since 6: 30

Can't be texting you this early

'Cause I fall too fast

And lose myself

And I want this to last