Things You Don't Know

This morning I got diagnosed with frost bite in my toes

Who knew that the winter comes through Sherman Oaks

So I drove to the Rite Aid where we used to go

And I know you'd make a bad joke about getting cold feet

And how that sounds much more like you than like me

You'd be happy to know that my new place has heat

Whenever you're back

I've got so much I could tell you

And I know you'd laugh

If I told you just half of the things

That have happened today

And I have to remind myself

It's okay you're not coming home

'Cause I keep a list

Of all of the things you don't know

And I feel like you'd be so proud I made it out

Of a heartbreak with some scars and twelve songs somehow

And I play them when I wonder where you are now

'Cause I wish you could be here to hold me when I just can't sleep

Or that day I was so sad that I couldn't eat

Maybe I'll fill you in one of these weeks

Whenever you're back

I've got so much I could tell you

And I know you'd laugh

If I told you just half of the things

That have happened today

And I have to remind myself

It's okay you're not coming home

'Cause I keep a list

Of all of the things you don't know