Suicidal

Today could just be my day off

Or they just could see the truth beneath my eyes

I can’t handle even a day more

I’m just paying for the end of all my dreams

I’m a liar, I’m a thief

I’m a beggar

I’m a suicidal in disguise

My life in vain I’ve thrown the dice

Between my reasons and emotions

Mesmerize me, take me from this hell

Or please take me to a moment in the park

Show me that I’m doing all things well

Such a loser that I made up in my mind

I’m an alien walking in the streets

I just lost my way back home

I think I’ll never change I’ll never

Never stop to find a clever

Way to never need a helper

To put me in the place where I belong!

I’m a suicidal in disguise

My life in vain I’ve thrown the dice

Between my reasons and emotions

No! I’m growing tired of this game

Life never changes, it’s all the same

I need to walk away… from you!