Mad Enough

These days I wanna feel again

I'm in bed staring at the ceiling fan

Sick of all the times that I didn't show up

Wish we'd realized that we'd need to grow up

Yeah I'm good, and I've been patient

And you stay mad, then while you waitin'

I don't care, 'cause you ain't here

This just isn't adding up

And I don't think we've had enough

Even when you're gone away

I just wanted you to stay

I don't think it's sad enough

'Cause even when I'm mad, I'm not mad enough

And I just came to say it's better off this way, oh

Getting too late to just start again

Caught up in a war and I lost a friend

'Cause we don't play as nice as we used to

Or have the same nights like we used to

Now I'm mad 'cause I'm in my head

And what we need to say goes left unsaid

'Cause we don't get by like we used to

Or get so high like we used to

So we'll get drunk and I'll get jaded

I'll see you out, no conversations

And I don't want that

So can't you come back?

This just isn't adding up

And I don't think we've had enough

Even when you're gone away

I just wanted you to stay

I don't think it's sad enough

'Cause even when I'm mad, I'm not mad enough

And I just came to say it's better off this way, oh