Forsaken Thoughts

This is one of the stories

Of my face to face with death

And one of the most painfully ones

I can not survive to this torture

Please come back to me my love

I beg you in my knees Now

That exhausting night when you left me alone in the dark

Only acompanied by myself and my mind full of decay

That closing wheather was no longer my friend

Making me wander around the night seeking for my home

Blind with your knife pusshed into my heart for abandom me

I cried and screamed for you but you didn't hear me

I could not hold it anymore so I went to the palace of the end

To finish the suffering that tormented me for so long

And handle my life into the hands of God

Somebody saw me in the edge of my life

And pulled me back from that place

The guardian angel of my life

Had taken form and came down to earth

To stop me from suicide's will

So beautifull she was

And she through away the pain

That once lied in my heart for you

Making me strangely wonder why were I there

If finally fate had blessed me with a treasure

The miracle of love was in my body and my mind

Was everywhere around me

And in the air I breathen

You came to me and saved me

With no will of payback

And threw me away from darkness

Leading me to this never reached place

Where birds were singing again

And suddenly all the rain that lied above us

Dissapered in the sky like a heaven's gift

I looked deep into your black eyes

So I saw the window to your soul

The most pure thing I ever saw in life

And even my dreams couldn't be better

Your long hair reaching the the ground

And I reallized you were the woman I was searching

And I also realized that I could never have you

Treasure of skies and away from my hands

So tried to talk to you and hear your voice

You speacked to me with your silent voice

Can't now remember the words I couldn't hear

But one thing I can remember is the way it sounded

So I told wat happen to me and how was I feeling about you

To my worst nightmare come true

Your heart belong to another one

Crushing again my hurted heart to thousands of pieces

Making me have again those Forsaken Thoughts