Seasoned Performer

When I be taking the stage

These fuckers acting like I’m not owning this place

They could spit my face but I am winning the race

Try to take me out but can’t be erased

I kept to myself while everybody was climbing

Only fed my hate and was left there dying

Leave it to me to be planting a seed

With small growth but no fucking relief

Oh wow, 10 years ago

I started the show

But now I gotta reload

Gotta restart, needed recharge

Felt between bars, now I see smart

Removed a poison dart from heart

Hakuna matata

I will leave when I wanna

I’m a star bitch ha! You can see what you wanna

Gotta get some credit, I’m in debt with

Demons that I fight with on the reg

They make me beg for my life in the night

You hear me screaming?

No not for fun, it’s to ease my pain

To stay out of my rain

Leaving blood stains, am I insane?

Missing good days, always afraid

Of the same God damn day

Always repeating, but my heart’s still beating it’s very misleading

To be defeated, then mistreated

But conceited guess I deserve it

Am I not worth this?

It’s all I’ve known

Is playing all these shows

As you can see I’m a mad man

Confused in every way, lost in everyday

I promise that I’m not a bad man

Don’t let me trick ya, cause I might come to getcha

I promise I’ll be out there telling our story

Out there for life, restoring our glory

Everything we did meant the fucking world to me

Reliving every moment like we made history

You just don’t get it

Living with this

Can’t resist to

Make my song about

The one who shared

My whole life

Within our sound

I really miss you cal

I really miss you cal

Miss you cal

Remember way back in the day

Not a single one of us was fucking afraid

Of anything

It never mattered

Growing up

It leaves us scattered

Terrified of being lied to

Living happily ever after?

I try to do this on my own

So I’ll be over here right in my zone

Don’t wanna know what I think

Don’t blink cause I can’t promise nice things

Hold up

That’s my bad side singing

Don't even listen, this ain’t my decision

I can’t help myself, my mind’s corrupted

Been searching for a way out

Out of this dark cloud

Now I distract myself with sound

As you can see I’m a mad man

Confused in every way, lost in everyday

I promise that I’m not a bad man

Don’t let me trick ya, cause I might come to getcha

I am trying something new

You bitches hating

But you all eat it like it’s food

You love to watch, he seems so lost

Does he even see all the time he’s lost?

Do you wanna

Hear a song I

Wrote about you

Then you’ll have to

Go back to therapy

Oh it’s all about you

But it set me free

Singing hate towards you

Made me see that

I am a broken soul

But I’ve started the show

And now I gotta reload

Gotta restart, needed recharge

Felt between bars, now I see smart

Removed a poison dart from heart

Hakuna matata

I will leave when I wanna

I’m a star bitch ha! You can see what you wanna

Gotta get some credit, I’m in debt with

Demons that I fight with on the reg

They make me beg for my life in the night

You hear me screaming?

As you can see I’m a mad man

Confused in every way, lost in everyday

I promise that I’m not a bad man

Don’t let me trick ya, cause I might come to getcha