Wish You Could See Me

I wish you could see me crying like a baby

Grieving not believing he's on a machine keeping him breathing

He aint leaving hell naw he's staying right here

Hoping Im dreaming caught up in a nightmare

Emergency technicians cut him out his clothes

So they could see tha bullet holes put tubes up his nose

I suppose I'm suppose to be strong but damn that

My boy was supposed ta live longer

I'm remminesn bout drinking brews and smoking blunts

Prayed for the first time in months

God I know you cannot allow this madness to go on for so long

But I think you proved you point were going to live right for now on

His momma helped to tell me his fight was incredible

But it's inevitable if he makes it he'd be a vegetable

Raised nurtured him too much love

Too sit and watch him hurt so him pulling tha plug

I walked in seen him laying there

Looked like he was sleeping lights was blinking machines wasn't beeping

It was just me my homie had flat lined

so I hugged him told him I loved him For tha last time

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I wish you could see me

I wish you could see me

Wish you could see me

I wish you could see me

Cruel intentions complicating doom

Pulling for my partner in tha operating room

Sewed him up put him in I.C.U.

The doctor told his family thieve done all they can do

We had high hopes just knowing he'd pull through

But he got this look on his face like he just knew

He might not be able to come back

I said squeeze my hand if you feel me he didn't react

So that's one more homie that we lost to the late night

[Rain Starting]

Kill tha head light pull up at tha grave sight

We were there twenty minutes seemed like forever it lasted

His brother broke down his moms collapsed on tha casket

See tha caretaker throw the first shovel of dirt

I cant begin to describe how much that hurt

I can begin to describe I aint going pretend

I can't begin to describe that

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In this game I don't lost some money but I can make my N's back

I done lost some homies but ill never get my friends back

Thick and thin we thought it wouldn't end

But we were wrong son life does not go on

Alone he died, He's strong I tried

But even grown men cry sometime no sunshine

Just gray skies tear filled eyes sad goodbyes

Visualize my homies ride, [?] before he died he said

Be patient it'll happen god aint calling you to balling

Stak you is meant for rapping be in shape

For your life to end you wound up in the Penn

For a mistake missed your big break

So now Im trying not to die myself

Choose my goals go for the gold and apply myself

I felt pain for henrys; I stained middle ones hurt worst

I see us putting you in the hearse

The redwood casket all gold trim

Three piece pin strip gators and brim

I can here him saying straighten up, you got music to tend to

Tell the country how we made good all that bad we been through

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Ohhhhh

I wish you I just wish you

Could just see me man I just miss you

And I just wish you could be with me cause

I miss you and words can't describe the pain

That I have felt since you have been gone

Since you've been gone long, long, long, gone

Ohhh I wish you could see me