I'm Fine

I, I can't deny

I'm paralysed from the inside

Everyday I wake to feel the same

And every time

You ask me how I'm feeling

I just smile and tell you that I'm fine

I, I don't know why

I'm terrified of everything

Just to call the doctor seems daunting

For most of my life

I felt a sharp uncertainty

Now its just become a part of me

I, I can't deny

I'm paralysed from the inside

Everyday I wake to feel the same

And every time

You ask me how I'm feeling

I just smile and tell you that I'm fine

It's hard to stay true

To myself and to you

I can't measure up to

This girl you thought you knew

This aching in my heart

Is tearing me apart

But darling all your love

Is somehow not enough