The Process

All I had faded away

And I watched the whole process from shining colours to fading grey

But I'll carry on, I'll carry on

Because you thought me to be me and I've got plenty of love left

From all you gave me when you were here

And I know

I know we will meet again so until then I'll just wait here

On this cold earth

I'll carry on, on my own

No one can ever replace you

Because you were all I had

So you can sell my soul to the devil

Because it's useless since the day you disappeared

And now I'm just a wreck sinking in the depths

And every day I wish that I will see you again

Just a glimpse of your silhouette

And feel the warmth I haven't felt for so many years

You showed me love that no one can ever give me again

And I swear to you that I'll carry it with me

No one can ever replace you

Because you were all I had

So you can sell my soul to the devil

Because it's useless since the day you disappeared

And now I'm just a wreck sinking in the depths

Even if I try to carry on I can't lie and say that I am that strong I were before

I can't find home anymore, because nothing feels like home without you

And sometimes I just feel like a leaf floating around in the sea with no directions towards nothing

And then I realise that this pain will never end

You build my strength but I need you to guide me once again

To the place were I belong

Guide me home, guide me home!

And the only thing that could give me some calm is the cigarette smoke down my lungs

But even they will kill me in the end

In the end

Guide me home, guide me home!

Guide me home, guide me home!