Wilt Chamberlin

I’ve been having trouble sleeping

I’ve been having nightmares for weeks

The same one again and again

I should know how this ends

With a knife in my chest cutting deep

All this time that I spent thinking of the next day

Wasn’t time that I was spending in the best way

Sometimes I wonder what’s going on in my head

And other times I think I might as well stay in bed

Another sleepless night but I can’t make a change

I can’t last another day I’m falling apart

Another sleepless night I’m gonna make a change

I can’t last another day

I’ll take a good hard look around at this overwhelming process of aging

And take a second chance to pull myself off the ground

Just a slightly better version of the person I used to be

And yea some things they really need to be figured out

So I’ll travel down that broken road

And I’ll hate to say that I told you so

But hesitation's the breeding ground of fear and doubt

My voice is like a pessimist and I can’t afford to start listening

Maybe its not fair at all life is just a path you choose

It just shows you don’t care at all and you’ve got everything to lose

Maybe it means more to me to escape my solitude

Look around and then you’ll see that you’ve got everything to lose

Let’s set this straight the time to talk is over

You can’t disguise yourself anymore

Circles you’re running seem so fitting

You need to pull yourself off of the floor

I don’t know what it means to end the day and fear the next one coming

I just know that for things to stay the same you’ll be the one who’s nothing