Owned By My Own Desolation

I don't know for how much longer I can hold on

Coz I'm at 80 percent of the download

Maybe more

It just can't be ignored

Because of this waiting

I'm playing this song now

Now

Already too late

Like a statue i stood still

I've waited for a savior

Who never showed up to rescue me

Why did I wait? What did I wait for?

For god's sake, why did I wait?

My chance was gone, a long time ago

I trusted, expected and waited for someone

Who deep inside I knew wouldn't show up

I expected a change that never came

For years and years they were all the same

Now

Already too late

Like a statue i stood still

The first chance that they all had

Was fair enough to quit it all

Their fears consumed them, one by one

I should've know I'd be alone

And as I did nothing to help me

Always hoping for salvation

Now I'm here, singing alone

Owned by my own desolation

The more I try to forget it all

The more the pain reminds me that

Those who wait will wait forever

You can't take back wasted time

Now

Already too late

Like a statue i stood still