Harsh Light

This is my carcinogenic

This is my diaphoretic

I’ma burn so bright, you won’t forget it

Ha, psychotropic set-in offers no more relief

And when I pass the doors, the edge is beckoning me

Fuck, why can’t I hang this shit up?

On the verge of insanity, enough ain’t enough

I try but I can’t breathe

And I can’t speak

Am I the man I see?

Harsh light, woah

And everybody wants to be in that

Now, are we not in that same position?

Beneath this harsh light

Pretty close but it’s not my best

Better concentrate on everything that’s coming next

'Cause something fundamental’s fucking up in my head

Ain’t no chemical imbalance justifies what I did

You can’t have your cake and eat it too

I’d rather get fucked up than to level with you

Everybody has their masks and I got mine

But I don’t wanna come alive at the expense of that shine

Harsh light, woah

And everybody wants to be in that

Now, are we not in that same position?

Beneath this harsh light

All the pleasure in the world may transpire to be

Mere mitigation, momentary relief

Before I’m pushed back

To the void until my next, my next, my next, my next, my reprieve

Harsh light, woah

Everybody wants to be in that

Now, are we not in that same position?

Beneath this harsh light