Until The Kitchen Sinks

so I sit around in this lonely room

hoping to god that I hear from you

but I won't, this time

and the phone doesn't ring

and all I can do is think

that you traded in a life of gold

for a pile of melting snow

we have been here before

but it seems worse this time

I thought you had made up your mind

I tried to be strong and look past this hurt

but with so many miles, we just have our word

so I'm going away to clear out my head

I hope that it's you that I see in the end

when I think about that day in spain

and how happy you looked in those crystal blue waves

that is the girl that I'll always love

so soft on the inside with outsides so tough

so in the end, if we're what we choose

there will be a room waiting for you inside of my heart

you can lock all the doors and cry out your eyes

for the years you've endured

you're not the kid they said that you'd be

you're honest and thoughtful and move gracefully

I understand it's not a lack of concern

it's just a disease that drains all your worth

and we'll both make mistakes and we'll both shift the blame

but through it all, we'll still love the same

so maybe next christmas, after the tears

we'll lie in that bed all covered in bears

and we'll laugh about it

and we'll cry about it

and we'll think about it

and we'll forget about it