Why, Or Why Not

To get my happiness I had done everything

But had done nothing to be blamed and accused of

The sound of footsteps became louder every day

Then I noticed the fact there was no time

I was a believer in life to be myself always

And was asking whether I would be alive

* Give me a reason why not to adopt in this way

Or judge me to be guilty of so many incurable sins

Tell me why, or why not complaining way too much

Maybe I overlooked something fatal for me

The whole world was at a complete standstill

And I was in fetters, at the mercy of the mob

The silent warning became louder every day

Then I kept pretending not to hear

Its meaning had been in the eyes of beholder all along

It had grown dark before I found a sign

** "Among the nonsense tragedies, what on earth you are looking for?

You only have to be honest to yourself and your own fate"

Tell me why, or why not complaining way too much

Maybe I overlooked something fatal for me

There is nobody who knows there will be nobody

Except for me, all the world has gone mad

So what is forgiveness you are willing to withhold?

What is the well-being you are willing to make?

Now what? So what? Don't you come interrupt me, oh please

While I am interrupting myself