Lights Out (Hymn Too)

This burns so much inside

In one eye I cry tears of flames

While drowning in your sorrows

And out the other I cry tears of purple rain

‘Cause look who I became

Look what I've become

And if I'm not well, and I'm all dried out

Then where does the water run

Cause I, I have known

That you've been there before

And all I've done

All I've done

Is blame you for my wrongs

But it isn't you

It's been me

It’s been me the whole time

So if this is light out

Is it over

Will I ever see you again

Now I can't give back what you gave to me

‘Cause I'm at the point of no return

But the price I pay was the guilt inside

In exchange for something I never earned

Look what I did

Versus what I've done

Like all those times I told you what you wanted to hear

Instead of exactly what I want

But it wasn't you

It’s been me

It's been me the whole fucking time

So it this is lights out

Is it over

Will I ever see you again

I loved you in every kind of way

Please don't make me say it again

I'd still be down but you took a different avenue

And I'm gone away

But I won't stop loving you

No I won't

No I won’t, no I won’t, and maybe

Maybe if we see the changes

We wanna see in each other

We could turn the lights back on

We could turn the lights back on

But I don’t want

But I don’t wanna stop

Don’t wanna stop being just who I am

I don’t wanna stop

Being just who I am