Broken Record

Why the fuck do I keep feeling like I lost my shit?

It’s like I should just give up because I’m not legit

It’s like I got a chain wallet and some frosted tips

Sometimes I wanna grab a fucking gun and swallow it

It's like pulling teeth for me to give a compliment

That's why I walk into your circle and I talk some shit

I'm sure you telling all your friends that I'm a monster prick

Man, I wish that guy would take a hike and chomp a dick

And I can't stop any of these evil thoughts

And I never thought I would ever be so lost

Make these bad thoughts go away, they need to stop

And if I keep sobbing like a bitch, I'll need a mop

It's like my mind's a broken record, make it go away

And I keep telling myself that I'll be okay

But something negative is all I ever seem to think

So I guess I'll just get down on my knees and pray

Well, I know I should be moving on

But I feel like I'm already gone

Now if somebody'd only save me from

This broken record that's playing in my heart

Back in the beginning, can't remember who I was

But I know I was a kid, I would dream just because

And I don't remember giving in or ever giving up

But I guess that's what I did 'cause I guess I had enough

And I look in this mirror and I see this reflection

It always smiles back but I know it's deception

Medicated smile with these desperate intentions

Dreaming of that kid and his soul's resurrection

Doomed ages, not enough pens, not enough pages

To explain away this fucking hatred

Bet his own life, wishing someone could save him

Save me, please, I can't seem to take this

Stories tucked in my notebook

But I won't ever read 'em 'cause I'm too afraid to look

Back on the wrong side of those tracks

'Cause if I ever do I might not come back

Well, I know I should be moving on

But I feel like I'm already gone

Now if somebody'd only save me from

This broken record that's playing in my heart

You know it's alright, I'm praying for the sunshine

To get me through the hard times, to get me through the hard times

You know it's alright, I'm praying for the sunshine

To get me through the hard times, to get me through the hard times

Well, I know I should be moving on

But I feel like I'm already gone

Now if somebody'd only save me from

This broken record that's playing in my heart

Well, I know I should be moving on

But I feel like I'm already gone

Now if somebody'd only save me from

This broken record that's playing in my heart