The Diary

'Cause I don't wanna be like this

I've been running these streets

For too long now

I've got nothing, it's true

But this song now

But the further I go

I wanna go home

'Cause I don't wanna be like this

I've been running these streets

For too long now

I've got nothing, it's true

But this song now

But the further I go

I wanna go home

I fucking swear that I care

But it's hard when you stare

Into the bottom of a bottle

That is empty and bare

Oh my desolate soul

In my desolate home

It's my desolate role

Yeah, I'm here all alone

I can't think of a reason

To get the fuck out of bed

Curtains closed, lights are off

Am I alive or dead?

I haven't shaved in a week

I always slur when I speak

Tolerance at it's peak

Another fit just to sleep

Oh woe is me, woe is me

I guess I need love

Hoes you see, hoes you see

I'm just in a rut

And I swear I'm tryin baby

Please, baby don't leave

Goddamn I'm a fuck-up

But I guess that's just me

So I sit in my room

And I'll cry in my bed

Thinking about all the shit

That made me wrong in my head

I keep trying to climb

But it seems so steep

Pour myself a fucking whiskey

And go back to sleep, bitch

'Cause I don't wanna be like this

I've been running these streets

For too long now

I've got nothing, it's true

But this song now

But the further I go

I wanna go home

'Cause I don't wanna be like this

I've been running these streets

For too long now

I've got nothing, it's true

But this song now

But the further I go

I wanna go home

I watch my mama cry

She says: Baby why?

I say: Baby died

Baby's gone like a suicide

I don't think you'll see him soon mom

Stay out my room mom

Tell daddy that I hate

That motherfucker like you mom

I sing this shit for you

Danny, Sasha and Jordan

These beers keep getting warmer

Every time that I hold them

I pour this out for you

Like a partner in crime

It's a part of the times

When you're sick in the mind

Yeah, I'm sick, oh so sick

I'm so sick of this shit

Yeah, I'm lit, oh so lit

I'm so fucked up off it

So I stumble around

Till I stumble-fall down

Into this puddle of my tears

Laying here on the ground

When you've got nothing left

You've got nothing left to lose

With my last left single breath

I'll still be singing to you

So when you bury me man

You better bury me deep

And sing along to this song

'Cause you're broken like me

'Cause I don't wanna be like this

I've been running these streets

For too long now

I've got nothing, it's true

But this song now

But the further I go

I wanna go home

'Cause I don't wanna be like this

I've been running these streets

For too long now

I've got nothing, it's true

But this song now

But the further I go

I wanna go home

And I wanna go back to the start!

Back where we started from!

And I know it's been so long!

I was wrong! I was wrong!

I was wrong all along!

And I wanna go back to the start!

Back where we started from!

And I know it's been so long!

I was wrong! I was wrong!

I was wrong all along!

'Cause I don't wanna be like this

I've been running these streets

For too long now

I've got nothing, it's true

But this song now

But the further I go

I wanna go home

'Cause I don't wanna be like this

I've been running these streets

For too long now

I've got nothing, it's true

But this song now

But the further I go

I wanna go home