Warm Coals

She didn't want to know my inner bowels

Didn't want to hear those late night growls

I could have been one of a million monks

Straying from the discipline, drawn to the junk

It's hard for a girl who's so well bred

To go without heat that underfed

Dreaming of the fields beyond these walls

But loving nothing in this world but these walls

I was mistakenly left unleashed

Wandering aimless, no I could not keep

Lonely for the sound of my one true soul

And eager to escape my only warm coals

Excitement is and 'tis of thee

Now I salute the power me

Because I'm only strong and strong is wrong to you

Threatened by the things that you never.. (radio static interrupts)

Biting so quick from the mother's beak

Never seemed to know it was my turn to speak

Lifetime suppressed but I'll wait my turn

Hear the word 'revenge' and I start to burn

Never knew a joke as funny as this

Know it was my fault that I did not grow

I think I should be blamed that I did not know to grow

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(You think it's a blessing to know what God wants?

I'll tell you what he wants

He wants to push me over)